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BOOK FOUR OF THE GRAVE IMAGES SERIES
    For months, Jarron’s been attempting to outrun his nightmares. If he could move swiftly enough, to act on his precognitive dreams, he would forestall disaster—and save potential victims.
    Now, the situation has changed. Someone is acting in his stead: someone whose intentions are far from benevolent. Jarron’s suddenly in an invidious position, where every move he makes is viewed with suspicion, and his “gifts” are inferred to be deadly. The pressure’s on...
    ...and Jarron has had enough.     It’s time to take back his life. If he is ever again to determine his own fate, and choose his destiny, he needs to act soon.
    Before it’s too late.

Grave Image 

Book Four of

The Grave Images Series 
 

Prologue 
 

      As the limbs twisted, fractures formed. The pressure increased—a groaning protest in squeaks and whines; the crackling torque like that of brittle bone. The skin peeled away, curling in long strips—shaggy kites that fled upward in a hot updraught. Airborne flotsam that drifted and sizzled on a breeze, to carry the fire into unburnt patches of forest and grass.

      Inflammable oils nestled beneath the skin, and glazed the surfaces of leaves and stems. Encouraging the flames when they came. Encouraging the eucalypt forest in its conflagration.

      Fire regime.

      Searing flames to char the soil—a holocaust in fiery fury. Feeding upon itself to enact its own destruction, in a suicidal ravaging of its mass, in order that seed and bulb and tuber in the soil could rise anew.

      Renewal for some forest denizens, but not for all. The trees would leave some small part of themselves in seed or root, to call forth the next generation, but the man would leave nothing. Because he’d thought it was still too soon to commit.

      He’d had no suspicion that it was actually far too late. He’d been jogging along in a gusting wind—pushing himself to test his limits. Now, he was strolling, pondering his future.

      Strolling under the widow-makers, whose brittle limbs had shattered more bones than he possessed. Where his future would be written in a shamble of bony fragments and a pyre of flame.

      Meanwhile, he ambled on. His cigarette flickered, glowed, and sizzled: a micro-fire, waiting only for fuel.

***

Chapter One 
 

      Suffocation. There was no time to worry about whether the dream was real. He was too busy trying to breathe—to suck clean air into his lungs. In those few minutes, though, all the air was tainted—with the cat urine offensiveness of the Eucalyptus oil, and the sour char scent of the fast-burning bark.

      It seemed forever since he’d indulged in any other kind of dream. In any fond illusions without the adrenaline rush of nightmare. He didn’t know if—for him—there was such a thing any more.

      This was the damnedest day for it to happen, too. It was supposed to be his first day at work: definitely not a day to be late. If what Jimmy Spooner had said was true, too many of his bridges had been burned already. He couldn’t afford any more gaffes or questionable activities on his record.

      Try to lay off the murder and maiming, Jarron. Or, at the very least, no explosions, theft, or larceny for the first week.

      He glanced at the clock. An hour’s grace. He wasn’t due in until eight, and it was six-fifteen now, and he’d have to be out the door, presentable as all get-out at seven forty-five, at the latest.

      Plenty of time.

      An hour-and-a-half’s grace. That should do it.

      With the grace of God…

*

      Only, it wouldn’t. Because it wasn’t Charlie on the door, or Quint, or Dave. It wasn’t anybody he knew.

      That damned Robart was at it again. He’d thought they’d come to some kind of understanding.

      No, Jarron. The understanding’s this: you get to stay alive, as long as you don’t pull any stunts. Any tricks, any “unauthorised” use of your “gifts”, any more sneaky treks out the back, and you’ll be done. Joining Torres six feet under.

      Colin would no doubt cremate his ass and salt the ashes, first.

      He doesn’t trust you, one of his voices added helpfully.

      “I wouldn’t, Dr. Marshall.”

      Jarron looked up, into the chilliest pair of blue eyes he’d ever seen. He could have kicked himself for his stupidity. His thoughts must have been playing clearly across his face, as he stood there stupidly, dumb with surprise.

      “Mr. Robart’s warned us to cover all entries—and exits. For your protection.”

      The man with the cold eyes talked on, undoubtedly clarifying his position. Only, Jarron was no longer listening. A gust of wind had slammed the door back against the stop. The thunking sound had reminded Jarron why he was standing here, making a fool of himself.

      Widow-maker. But, there’ll never be a widow—only a lover to mourn him.

      “We have to go!” Jarron said urgently. He glanced around, momentarily concentrating his focus in hopes of detecting one of Kris’ people.

      No one.

      Ice Eyes was checking his watch. “We’ll leave at seven-forty,” he said abruptly. “Plenty of time.”

      “Not for him,” Jarron mumbled.

      The man was looking at him strangely.

      Jarron didn’t even notice. “I have to…”

      “I have orders to shoot all aggressors, Dr. Marshall.”

      Jarron glanced at him sharply. “All aggressors?” The way he’d said it, didn’t exactly instil comfort. Jarron had the impression that the line between defendee and aggressor was a thin one in his case.

      The man returned his look with that same chilling determination. “All,” he confirmed.

      “To kill?” Shut up, Jarron!

      Ice Eyes’ lip quirked in what may have been a smile. “Maiming will suffice.”

      “Comforting,” Jarron mumbled. He backed up into the entry, and slammed the door. What the hell am I going to do? The wind slapped a small branch against the roof, but the thud echoed a thousand times louder in Jarron’s head. Widow-maker. A surge of stomach acid soured his mouth.

      Kris—

      He ran into the lounge, and realised instantly something was wrong. I would have noticed before, if I hadn’t been so distracted.

      His computer and cellphones were gone. One of them was the phone Kris had given him, so he could ring without detection.

      Robart’s not taking any chances. Why today? he thought desperately. Why now?

      Because you’re going back to work. It’s a warning.

      No excess talking in class. No talking out of class. No revelations to staff. No use of your “gift”. No unnecessary contact with students.

      Students. It clicked.

      No Cassandra.

      Cassandra. Jarron realised he was smiling, and quickly squelched it. Robart was going to keep Jarron Marshall away from his daughter. Any aggressive behaviour toward Candy Robart would undoubtedly be rewarded with a bullet. And Robart wanted him to know it.

      The wind showered the window with a spattering of dirt.

      Wanted him to know it so badly, that a man was about to die.

*

      Jarron poked his head back out the door so suddenly, that it took Ice Eyes by surprise. The next moment, Jarron had a gun in his teeth.

      “Not a good idea, Dr. Marshall. There was very nearly an accident.” Mr. Eyes stowed the gun away.

      “My phone’s not working!”  Jarron said, then realised he sounded too agitated. He made an effort to appear calm. “The phone’s disconnected.”

      “Mr. Robart thought it would be better if you were undisturbed this morning. He—”

      Maybe she was trying to call me, Jarron thought hopefully, then dismissed it. This was just one more control tactic. Give the fungus freak a little freedom, but let him know the leash is still short.

      There’s something else to it, Jarron—

      I know, Jarron thought reproachfully. Now, bug off, and let me bask in my resentment.

      “Where’s Andy?” Jarron asked urgently.

      “At work.”

      Jarron nodded. He was looking inward now. As a blast of dirt flecked his face, he dimly heard Ice Eyes saying, “Why don’t you get ready for wor—”

      There was a giggle behind them, and Jarron jumped. Stephanie! He flashed her a grateful smile as Ice Eyes whirled, to discover who’d tapped him on the back. The whine of the wind was suddenly so loud, that he never even saw Jarron leave.

*

      They don’t want you dead, Jarron—

      Robart does—

      Jarron made an effort to tune out the squabbling voices. Ice Eyes was on his trail now. Ice Eyes and his big gun. The only wonder was that he hadn’t taken his car.

      More fun this way.

      But, the others would have transport. And, Ice Eyes would have a partner. Plus a back-up team to cover anything he couldn’t. Robart wasn’t taking any chances today.

      I’m surprised he’s letting you go to work—

      It’d be easier on him if he just had you killed—

      Maybe not. It already got him into trouble once—

      Shut up! Jarron told them. I don’t want to die, he said silently but pointedly, reminding them what was at stake here. He realised they might not be really impressed by his reasoning, so he added pointedly, It’s too damned noisy—and nosy. For a moment, other than a background snigger, it had the effect he wanted, and everything went silent.

      There was dirt in his eyes now, and for the five-hundredth time he was wishing for his car. He realised he’d been spoiled recently. During the last six weeks, while he was recovering from Torres’ invasion of Robart’s house, Andy had made sure there was plenty of support for his rescue missions, even when he couldn’t assist personally. Now that he had no one—no Andy or Kris or Earl or any of his other “guards”, Jarron realised just how much help they’d been.

      He glanced back over his shoulder, at Ice Eyes. The man was gaining, and he now had friends. Uh-oh.

      The wind was getting worse, and Jarron was heading directly into it. Each vacuum puff in his ears was reminiscent of his dream.

      It seemed like he’d been going for miles...

      You have been running for miles—

      ...before his feet tripped over the first of the small branches now littering the Eucalyptus forest. “Why—would—anyone go for a—jog,” he puffed, “on a day like this?”

      Because he’s an idiot, he thought self-derisively. Like you.

      A fat droplet hit him, but there was so much debris in the air—so much leaf litter and so many bark shards—that he didn’t notice. The drops seemed improbably warm, and at first he felt relief. Rain. Hope, to counter the fire.

      No, Jarron. It’s not gonna be that easy. The fire was coming, no matter what. It was a Eucalypt forest, and there was too much of it left on the ground.

      In that instant, Jarron knew he was wrong about the source of the blaze. The man’s cigarette would have been enough, on a dry day. Not today.

      Another fat drop plopped down Jarron’s cheek. It was muggy, and close, and the tension was building. Jarron had the impression the world was about to explode around him.

      In the not-so-very-distant anvil clouds, there was a low rumble.

      The man would be running again now, stumbling and tripping; catching his feet in branches as he picked up speed—fighting to get clear before the rain. Jarron could see it all—and he was no longer sure whether the vision was his own, or someone else’s. It was all a confused blur of rain and sweat, whipping leaves, and creaking branches, while overhead the thunder grumbled.

      Ice Eyes was trying to grab him now, and Jarron writhed away. The guy had a gun, and he was going to shoot, but it didn’t matter. Because Jarron could see the flash of a red shirt in the near distance—and for a moment, confused as he was by the visions darting through his vision—he thought it was blood.

      Too late—

      No, Jarron.

      Jarron never heard it coming, but he felt the sting. Distractedly, he plucked the dart out of his skin. That’s how it was going to be…not to kill, but to control. He looked up, seeing the distant figure in motion again. “Stephanie!” he whispered, desperate now.

      She took his hand, and he pushed on. He could hear cracking branches, but no one was grabbing him, and in his yawning bemusement, he couldn’t figure out why. “Stop him, Steph,” he pleaded. “Before it’s too late—”

      She looked at him with sad, and desperate, eyes. I can’t. Her tears were as big as the drops that were now drenching his skin, and he recognised what she was telling him. She couldn’t interfere. She could help him, but the saving was his.

      “All mine,” he muttered.

      He looked back, searching for Ice Eyes. He was standing there, with some other men, a satisfied—and amused—expression on his face.

      “What’s wrong with you?” he yelled, unaware that his voice was slurred. He pointed at the fleeing figure in the distance. Ice Eyes didn’t even bother to look.

      No help there—

      The rankness of despair soured his stomach. Their job was to control, and they were waiting him out. Standing in a relatively dry patch, and waiting for him to drop. Conveniencing themselves despite the inconvenience he was causing them.

      He was angry at their stupidity; furious at the futility of it all.

      Help! he wanted to shout. Or, maybe he shouted, but they just weren’t listening.

      They should be, he suddenly realised. It was one of theirs. One of their own…

      Jarron’s feet stumbled at that. One of their own. Not some distant friend of a friend. Someone they knew.

      Someone he knew. Oh, Jesus! Jarron gritted his teeth, fought back the waves of fatigue, and pushed ahead.

      They’d wait for him to drop, then drag his ass out of here…

      So tired.

      Take him home. To sleep it off…

      Sleep…

      Jarron fell to his knees.

      There was a sudden crack, over the sound of the wind, but it was nearly lost in an explosion of lightning. The wood was falling now, and Jarron grabbed a limb and pulled himself to his feet.

      Brittle bones.

      The adrenaline rush helped him fight the heaviness in his legs; the fatigue that seemed to be cottoning his head. Stephanie took his hand once more and he followed numbly in her wake.

      He could see the red of the shirt long before he could make out the crumpled body beneath the bough. Mike Erlenberg was lying there, buried under the enormous weight. “Mike!” Jarron tried to shift the branch that held him pinned.

      Shattered, like the branch—

      No—

      He inched the wood away, aware that the others were coming now, but there was no satisfaction in knowing he was finally going to get the help Mike needed. He was fighting the torpor—the lassitude that was making him slow and stupid.

      Think, Jar. Leverage! That’s what you need—

      But somehow, all he could think of was falling rain. As he pulled and pushed at that damned wood, all he could think of was the way it was blinding him, making the wet red fabric spread like pooled blood.

      I’m not gonna make it—

      He’d failed. The day was here, and he’d missed. Only, he’d missed with Mike.

      No! Not Mike!

      Mike, who’d laughed at his jokes, and thought the best of him, even after Colby Maxwell had played with his head…

      “You can’t do this!” he yelled to the skies. “It’s not a fuckin’ game!”

      Make Jarron run. See if he can get there in time…

      Mike had hated the fact that Robart had pulled him off Jarron’s case. He’d felt as though he’d been demoted.


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      Over the horrifying reality before his eyes, Jarron could see another: smoke wisping in the air, curling in coils. An ominous crackle was building to a roar.

      It’s not over till it’s over—

      It was one of his voices, and at first Jarron thought it was being flippant.

      But, it was right. There was still something Jarron could do.

      He’s going. Jarron could feel Mike’s pain now. It crippled him, doubling him over until he was nearly writhing in the dirt.

      So much undone…

      There was blood seeping down into the leaves, drenching the humus layers with human detritus. Jarron didn’t have to see it to know it was there. He could feel the slippery passage of Mike’s draining body as though it were his own.

      They were shifting the wood now—desperate hands trying to inch it away from Mike’s mangled body without damaging it more.

      “Help us!” Ice Eyes ordered him angrily. He yanked Jarron to his feet, impatient with what he saw as drama. As long as you’re on your feet, he might as well have said, you can help.

      Help. Ice Eyes was right. There was still one thing he could do. Jarron fell again, then crawled forward, oblivious to the splinters of wood jabbing at his wet skin—and flopped face first onto the leafy crud. He twisted on his side, and the rain, heavy now, dumped wind-whipped lashings of leaf-held water onto his face. For a moment, he had the impression he was drowning, and he searched out Mike’s face, buried in the debris.

      His gut told him what his eyes couldn’t, and panic roused him from his forced lethargy—from a despair that was more than drug-induced. Frantically now, ignoring the scratching jaggedness of the broken branches, he forced his arm between the interlacing daggers that held Mike pinned. As his fingers contacted the man’s soggy shirt, Jarron instinctively recoiled, sucking in a deep breath that was half fear, half regret.

      I don’t want to do this—For a moment, all he could think of was the pain he’d sensed. Only a fool would take it on willingly. A fool, or someone with a death wish.

      No more…

      But you have a chance of making it. He tried to look at it objectively—at the way Mike was buried beneath his burden—the way he’d been impaled on a spike of wood. Oh, God…

      He gagged.

      Widow-maker.

      You have a chance. Mike doesn’t—

      What should I do? The voices in his head were silent. The decision was his.

      All mine…

      Jarron’s hand was palsied as he tore at Mike’s shirt, tugging and tearing it impatiently out of the way. Eyes squinted, his fingers hovered just above the surface, feeling the life-heat lingering there, while he searched for the resolve to make it happen.

      Mike, laughing at his dumbest jokes. Shaking his head that one alleged to be so smart could be so stupid…

      It’s not over till it’s over—

      It’d be over for Mike in another few seconds. With shaking fingers, Jarron reached out and touched Mike Erlenberg’s skin.

*

      Jarron Marshall had done it this time. Colin Robart grunted in satisfaction as he ended the call. Dave Chavez was frowning, but Colin ignored it. “Drive,” Colin ordered.

      Chavez might not approve, but Colin wasn’t asking for his opinion. It was time that all of them, especially Andy, had a reminder. If they wanted to stay employed, there’d be no more dissension in the ranks. The tight restrictions weren’t just for Jarron Marshall. Colin expected his agents to react to a situation, but it wasn’t up to Marshall to devise the scenario. Things were out of control, on all fronts.

      What was harder to admit, was his failure. He’d lost trust in some of his people, and track of their activities. When they were on the job there should be no question of their whereabouts. Colin needed to know that he could still exercise some kind of authority over his subordinates. That the people under his command were still following his orders.

      He glanced at Dave, and saw the man squirm uncomfortably. If they were following his orders, it was with a very liberal interpretation when it came to Jarron Marshall.

      The familiar wave of frustrated anger hit him, and he fought to suppress it. Exhibiting frustration would shake his credibility. Exhibiting anger might get someone close to him killed.

      He’d wondered what effect the restrictions would have, and was surprised that Marshall’d had the balls to stand up to Kingsley. Kingsley was nearly as cold as Tyson had been, before Marshall had corrupted him.

      For a moment, Colin wondered whether Marshall might possess similar hypnotic abilities to Colby Maxwell. Whether the leaks in his organisation might have a source a lot closer to home. Despite his claims to “friendship” with some of his guards, Marshall had no commitment to either Colin Robart or the ISO. If anything, after what the ISO had done to him, it could well be the opposite.

      Logically, Marshall would be more likely to consider some form of payback, even if it meant helping Colby Maxwell’s group.

      I know I would. It was a reasonable response to bullets and beatings, abuse and attempted assassination. Robart’s jaw tightened.

      Marshall’s efforts against Angelo Torres’ ghost had done little to endear him to Colin Robart. Cassandra Robart, though, had felt differently. She’d been far from discreet in describing Marshall’s contribution to their cause. She’d waxed on forever to her mother and sister about the man’s bravery, his kindness, his staunchness, in combating Torres’ evil. Colin had tried to counter that glowing look in her eyes with the suggestion that it had all been Marshall’s fault in the first place; that none of them would have had to suffer this horror if Marshall hadn’t “invoked” Torres first.

      It hadn’t worked. Cassandra could accept that the invocation of evil was an “accident”, but she was unwilling to accept that expulsion of evil was anything but a major act of determination and bravery. Colin could understand where she was coming from. He preferred to think of Cassandra’s time of possession as an “accident”, too. The difference was, Colin blamed Marshall for bringing evil close enough to touch his family. Cassandra didn’t. She was sure there were extenuating circumstances.

      There were. Circumstances that extenuated into Mexico. That owed a lot to Colin’s own supervisors at the ISO.

      Looking at it from Marshall’s perspective, it’d be no wonder if the man was pissed off. Hell, all the problems in his life had, more or less, been orchestrated by Investigative Security and Operations—the ISO. His head injury, that had resulted in psychic upheaval; his loss of the endophyte, of his research grant, and of one of his associates and friends; the attempted assassination (courtesy of yours truly); his loss of fame and any claims to goodwill—shit! The list went on and on.

      What would I do, if it were me?

      Kill the fuckers responsible. Only, in Colin’s case, it wasn’t a possibility. The “fuckers” were his supervisors, and untouchable—unless he wanted to risk bringing more shit down on his family. There was a dark humour to the situation. Colin couldn’t kill the responsible parties—couldn’t assassinate them for their part in this—so he was forced to shift the blame to their tool. To the one they used to enact their little dramas. The one he was also supposed to protect.

      It was a power stand-off. Marshall had helped him take down Torres. It gave Colin Robart value—and gave his supervisors a reason to retain his services. For some reason they couldn’t understand, Robart held enough of Jarron Marshall’s regard or respect, to force the man to act in his behalf. That meant, once again, Colin was safe as long as Jarron Marshall was.

      But, Marshall was going to have limits. Robart had listened when Marshall had talked at the cemetery, and he knew there was a lot going on he wasn’t privy to. It was going to stop, one way or the other.

      It would give him a measure of Marshall’s personality, and how far he was willing to be pushed. For Colin’s sake, and especially Cassandra’s, he needed to know Marshall’s strengths—and weaknesses. Not only did he intend to be fully briefed on Marshall’s activities behind the scenes—the ones his men had been abnormally reticent in revealing—he needed to know how far the psychic could be pushed, before he reacted. It was dangerous—some might have even said insane—but Colin needed to know. Andy’s revelations about Mexico, and their tie-in with the nightmare at his house, made it essential. It was too late for overtures of good will. He had to know which way Marshall would jump, when they yanked his chain.

      Marshall had been a victim, every step of the way, but some people were born with that kind of curse hanging over their lives. Marshall was just a late starter, which meant he was unprepared. He’d handled it pretty well, in Colin’s opinion, but that didn’t mean he could be trusted. In Colin’s experience, empowered victims frequently became victimisers.

      Marshall was already manipulating Colin’s staff, with his purported “saves”. It was time to end it. At the moment, Marshall’s life might be protecting his own, but the man’s death would also alter the nature of any threat.

      There’s a certain amount of shit you have to shoulder, if you want to stay alive—

      But Colin wasn’t going to have any more shit added to the pile by Jarron Marshall. If the man didn’t want a repeat attempt at assassination, the manipulation was going to stop here.

*

      It’s ripping me apart…

      He gasped, and gagged, in agony.

      Jarron! Stephanie was screaming.

      Focus, Jarron—

      If he could divert it somehow—the way Perry did—

      He tried to focus on a tree, but the pain was tearing at him, and all he could see were wavery lines. It’s the heat…the fire…

      They were lifting the last of the wood off him now, and Mike started to scream. Or maybe it was him.

      “Marshall!” Someone was yelling. Someone whose hostility was nearly tangible. They had someone to rescue, and Jarron Marshall was just a damned inconvenience. An annoyance that had to be dealt with, before they could get down to the nitty gritty.

      “Don’t hurt him!” Jarron muttered. Don’t hurt me…

      The voice was picking on him now; yelling his last name over and over. Puzzled, confused.

      They shot me with it. Can’t they figure it out? Stupid.

      When Mr. Hostile went to turn him over, Jarron yelled. He thought he was shouting, “Cut it out!”, but he found out later all he’d done was scream.

      It made him so damned grateful for that dart, because he wouldn’t have to endure this any more—

      It hurt so bad…Jesus, Mike…

      They were lifting him now and it jarred him awake. Jarron shivered violently, his teeth chattering so loudly he thought they’d clatter out of his head.

      He vomited, and it was salty. Blood.

      I don’t want to die—

      But at the same time, some part of him was wishing they’d just go away, to let him die in peace.

      It wasn’t going to be that easy. The hostility surrounding him was fading, to be replaced by something else: determination. The sucker wasn’t going to let him die. Didn’t want him to have any peace.

      “Go aw-” He vomited again, and someone wiped his mouth, and he realised he was being ungrateful; churlish, even. The other man’s antagonism had vanished, but Jarron sensed it had been a reluctant surrender. The man wanted to hate him. He was a lot more comfortable with that, than this newfound—what? Gratitude? Guilt?

      Not his fault I missed. Mine.

      “Mike?” he whispered. His fingers clenched involuntarily. Had it all been for nothing?

      “He’s okay,” a voice told him, but he was sure he was imagining the reassuring squeeze on his shoulder. Because the next minute the voice was commanding someone harshly, “Hold that end steady!”

      Commanding. Angry. In charge.

      Jarron told his eyes to open, and was surprised when they obeyed him. All he got for his efforts, though, was a kind of smoky haze. Then his personal fog cleared, and he realised he was looking at someone’s face. Conscious of a change, the man’s head twisted his way.

      The shit had hit the fan. There’ll be no hiding this little escapade, Jarron thought, in a moment of weary clarity.

      He was looking directly into Colin Robart’s eyes.

*

       He’d never thought it would happen like this. Colin had imagined a lot of scenarios, where he’d encountered Jarron Marshall, and they usually ended in Marshall’s death. Marshall had been the shark, coming in for the kill, and Colin had gaffed him, and yanked him onto his back. Rendered him harmless and rendered him dead. It was the kind of daydream he could live with.

      There’d been nothing like this. He felt gutted himself, as he looked at the man’s injuries. As he put two and two together and recognised the source. Mike Erlenberg should be dead right now. There was only one reason he wasn’t.

      What appalled Colin the most was that Marshall had done this willingly. He’d gone in uninjured, and taken it on. The man must be insane.

      Either that, or he was the most rational man Colin had ever met.

*

      “How is he?” Colin asked.

      Dave was squatting next to the makeshift litter. His eyes were suspiciously glassy, and Colin had a feeling it owed nothing to the rain. “Not good.” He drew the jacket up more closely around Jarron’s shoulders.

      What was it about Jarron Marshall? Everyone was so damned enamoured of the man that it stunk, from Colin’s point of view. Like some kind of goddamned icon.

      His resentment re-surfacing, he turned away, almost angrily, to check Mike Erlenberg’s vitals. Mike had yet to regain consciousness, but Colin guessed it wouldn’t be long. Mike’s pulse was strong, and there was no sign of concussion. Whatever internal injuries he had left weren’t likely to kill him.

      “We need Gervois,” Dave stated bluntly. It was time to stop hiding things from Robart.

      “Paramedics are on their way.”

      “Gervois,” Dave insisted.

      Well, he had Colin’s attention now. The look Colin gave him was almost a sneer. “Why?”

      Dave shifted uncomfortably, and approached it from the side. It wasn’t going to be easy telling Colin just how much was going on behind his back. “I know why Jarron did it.”

      “Nomination for sainthood?” Colin returned dryly.

      Dave gave a glimmer of a smile. “Because he knows he stands a chance. Mike didn’t.”

      Colin looked down at Marshall, lying in the refuse. The man was white, his skin clammy. His eyes were scrunched closed, against the pain.

      Colin remembered the time, ten years before, when he’d been gut-shot. He’d lain like that, too—telling himself over and over that it would stop hurting soon. That someone would come along and make it stop.

      Only, there wouldn’t be help for a while. The storm was growing worse, and there was no hope for a helicopter. Too much wind and too much lightning. They could wait out the paramedics. The only other option was to haul the two injured men out of here.

      And it wasn’t an option in Marshall’s case, Colin had decided. Only a quicker way to kill him. “You sure about Gervois?” Colin asked Dave seriously.

      “If we can get him here. He—they—have a system.” There was a trace of doubt still, in Colin’s expression, but Dave persisted. “Jar was worse than this before. They healed him.”

      Colin recalled Chandler’s wounds, the night Marshall had gone for the endophyte. How the bullet wound he’d been so certain was in Chandler’s back, had somehow ended up in Marshall’s.

      Marshall can heal. Mind over matter, or over flesh, anyway. Look what he did for Mike.

      “…doesn’t seem to be able to heal himself without help,” Dave was saying.

      Kurt’s son, and the picture in the paper. Marshall, reaching out to touch him.

      Then falling off the ladder for his efforts…

      Stop it! You’re getting as sloppy as Chavez. The truth was, Marshall was either a fool to take this kind of risk, or had a low regard for his own existence.

      “Suicidal,” Gervois had claimed.

      Colin looked again at the still form half-buried in the cat-piss-flavoured litter. “Get him—Gervois. As fast as you can.”

      Marshall groaned softly, and Colin felt his pulse. It was fast; irregular. Not good. Marshall had played it wrong. He should have figured on being a little closer to help—to Dr. Gervois’ services—before he pulled a stunt like this.

      Unless he really is suicidal. Wants to go out in a blaze of glory.

      Marshall moved restlessly, and groaned again, deep in his throat.

      No glory here. No glory lying in cat-piss, and vomiting blood, and leaking your life away.

      And Colin was suddenly certain this had nothing to do with suicide.

      That’s a coward’s way out. There was nothing cowardly about the agony Marshall had taken on. He’d made what he’d probably thought was a reasonable decision—and the only one available under the circumstances.

      It’s not like he hasn’t been injured before. He must have had some idea of the pain involved…

      Colin flinched. I don’t think I could’ve done it, he admitted honestly. He would have willingly taken a bullet for Mike, but he didn’t know whether he would’ve had the guts—seeing what had been done to Erlenberg—to shoulder this kind of damage.

      And Marshall must have known that, even if Gervois could heal him, he’d have to endure this first.

      Colin placed a hand, a little tentatively, on Jarron’s arm. “Hang on, Jar,” he said. Almost unconsciously, he repeated Dave’s gesture, and tucked the jacket in a little closer. “Hang on.” This time, it came out like an order.

      I should have seen it before. It had been staring him in the face.

      Marshall might have a low regard for himself, but that wasn’t why this had happened. The man had taken on Mike’s injuries—and Kris Chandler’s and Kurt’s son’s—because he had such a high regard—for everyone else.

***

 

Chapter Two 
 

      “Gervois.”

      Dave didn’t waste time with polite overtures. The connection was bad, and he just hoped Gervois could hear him. “Jarron’s down, big time. Needs your services, Doc.”

      “Specifics—”

      “Speared. Eucalyptus branches. Ripped him open. Bleeding like all get-out—”

      “Fuck it!”

      “You got it. Paramedics are coming, but he needs a healer.”

      “Send the helicop-”

      “Can’t get it in there with the storm.”

      “I’ll meet you at—”

      “Don’t waste your time, Doc. And don’t bring too much. Tyson’s coming for you. He’ll explain.”

      Perry tried to imagine Tyson “explaining”, and failed. The man would be more likely to grab him by the collar, and haul him off wherever he wanted him to go. Perry was flinging stuff into a rucksack now, but he stopped long enough to ask, “How’d he get hit?”

      “He didn’t,” Dave told him. “Mike did.”

      Perry Gervois lifted an eyebrow. “One of those.”

      “Yeah,” Dave agreed. “One of those.”

*

      Leave me alone.

      Someone was nagging him. At first, he thought it must be Colin Robart. “Go to hell, Robart!” he complained.

      “Halfway there already,” came the amused response.

      Not Robart. Though, God knows, the man’s scrutiny was annoying enough.

      “Pain in the ass,” Jarron grumbled.

      “Probably.”

      Not Robart, and not the reason why. There was something else he should be remembering. Something elemental.

      Water, air, fire…

      Fire!

      “Fire!” Jarron’s eyes widened. He tried to push himself up.

      “Don’t move!” Robart ordered. He shoved Jarron down rather forcefully onto the litter. “Stay where you are.”

      Jarron’s head was spinning. “Like a bad movie,” he muttered. He started to fade out again, when a little voice seemed to whisper in his ear.

      Hurry, Jar.

      Jarron forced his eyes open again. Robart was looking at him with worried eyes, and Jarron misinterpreted the cause. “Mike that bad?” he asked sadly.

      “No.” No other explanations were forthcoming, so Jarron let it go.

      More important things.

      “Fire’s coming.” Make it sound real, so they’ll believe you.

      “Jar, it’s pouring rain.” Dave Chavez’ voice. Then, soothingly, “Perry’s on his way. We’ll have you out of here soon.”

      One more to burn.

      “They’ve just left the road,” Dave was saying now to Robart.

      Jarron didn’t realise he’d fallen back into a daze, until Dave’s voice woke him.

      Now, another voice was prodding him—almost regretfully, Jarron thought. As though it didn’t want to add to Jarron’s troubles by reminding him.

      You changed things, Jarron. Now, it’s not only Mike…

      I changed things, all right, Jarron realised, with dawning horror. Because I came, it’s not only Mike who’s going to burn. Jarron was appalled at what he’d done. They’d all be roasted alive, if they didn’t get out.

      Fire regime. It was something he’d studied way back when. Inflammable oils, nestled within the trees. Explosive, and deadly, especially with this much debris on the ground.

      He panicked. “Fire!” he gasped, but no one could hear him. The rain was drenching them now, and its roar muffled Jarron’s concerns. He opened his mouth again, to a tongueful of rainy downpour. His left arm wouldn’t move, so he concentrated on his right. He willed his fingers to reach out and grab Colin Robart’s arm.

      He has to know—to get them out…

      Robart seemed to have retreated, but Jarron knew it was a trick. All an illusion…

      He forced his arm across his chest—frightened when he touched Robart’s arm and left a trail of blood across the sleeve. Jesus!

      But it had the effect he wanted. Robart was bending over him now.

      “Get out!” he whispered. “Fire—”

      Robart hesitated. This was the second time he’d mentioned it. It could be Marshall was rambling. And he’d rather take his chances with a fire in the middle of all this rain, than moving the man any more. A few more jolts and he’d bleed to death.

      Jarron read Robart’s decision in his face.

      “Firestorm!” he got out.

      Colin’s eyes met his. There was a silvery glint to Marshall’s that was just plain scary.

      Or scared. Marshall was terrified.

      He was right about Erlenberg. One of his little “saves” gone bad.

      Colin turned to Dave. “We’re leaving!” he said.

      “We can’t move hi-” Dave argued.

      “Now!” Colin ordered. “We’ll meet Dr. Gervois on his way in.”

*

      Perry couldn’t believe it. He hadn’t taken Tyson for any kind of daredevil, but the man was a maniac on a motorcycle. Perry had figured it’d be rough going to get to where Jarron was, but he’d been stuck riding pinion with Tyson.

      A man hasn’t lived—doesn’t know danger—until he’s ridden with Tyson on a two-wheeler. Perry was ready to revise his opinion of daredevils. The worst ones were the unemotional types. The ones whose adrenaline never pumped thick enough to reach their hearts—or heads.

      Andy Wakeman was coming up fast on the left. Perry assumed he’d been similarly summoned by Dave, or that he had his own channels for information. Whatever his sources, it was obvious he planned on following them in.

      Or, Perry thought, watching the man jump his bike over an inconvenient branch—beating us there.

      Perry decided he was glad to be riding with Tyson after all.

*

      “…watching out for his best interests?”

      “Just watching,” a voice drawled.

      Andy. Despite the fact Andy had just added his name to the list of those about to be incinerated, Jarron was glad to see him. He grinned.

      Andy, meanwhile, was ignoring Colin Robart and grinning back. It was hard for him to hold onto it. Jarron had blood everywhere. “You sure do make a mess,” Andy managed.

      “What mess?” Jarron whispered. It was his standard answer whenever anyone commented on his house.

      Andy gripped his hand. He remembered how Jarron had been there for him in Mexico. When he’d thought he was alone, and dying, Jarron had somehow, impossibly, come to help him. Andy felt like he was choking now.

      Jarron couldn’t stand the tension. “Gonna get fired,” he managed.

      “Who, you? You missed work today.”

      “Not yet,” Jarron gasped. They were picking him up now and he clung to Andy’s hand.

      “Hang in there, Jar,” Andy told him reassuringly, but there was a worried frown on his face. “Perry’s just a couple o’ trees away.”

      There was a loud crack, and the sky brightened in a disco-ball flicker show of white on grey.

      Jarron could see an overlay now—of flames leaping from crown to crown. Of the litter being incinerated beneath their feet.

      Now or never.


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      “Fire, Andy,” Jarron warned him. “Kill us all.”

      “That’s it!” Robart interrupted. He could smell the ozone scent of the lightning strike, and he remembered something he’d read—about lost houses in Eucalyptus groves. Marshall was right. They were sitting in a powder keg. “Get the men out.” He looked directly at Andy.

      Andy placed himself deliberately between Jarron and Colin. “I’m not leaving.” He may as well have voiced it: I’m not leaving Jarron with you.

      Colin had to admit it. It was the perfect place to finish up what his assassins had started. Nobody would blame him if Jarron turned up dead.

      Except me. I’d blame myself. “He has Gervois.” Colin met Andy’s eyes squarely. “And me.”

      Andy stood there. “Not good enough.”

      “That’s an order.”

      “Trust him,” Jarron gasped. “Go! Nowww..” The word trailed off in a groan of pain.

      Perry Gervois shoved both Colin and Andy aside. “Fuckin’ holy hell, Jar!” he whispered, squatting next to Jarron, to check out the damage. “Lie still!”

      But Jarron was looking past him. “Andy!” Andy turned, to meet his gaze. “Get them out!” There were tears of pain running down Jarron’s face now, but he seemed unaware of it. “Do it,” he pleaded. “B’fore it’s too late—”

      Jarron’s right, Andy admitted reluctantly. If he didn’t go, it would undermine Colin’s authority, at a time when Colin was acting to save lives. His refusal would be a sign to the others, that Colin couldn’t be trusted. Andy glanced over, and saw Colin watching him.

      He knows it, too.

      Staying would cost lives other than his own.

      Like Mexico. Like Marsdon. Dave Chavez and Earl Tyson, Mike Erlenberg and Doug Kingsley and all the others would be at risk. Their sense of honour—and their concern for Jarron—wouldn’t allow them to leave him helpless—and undefended.

      So, it’s time for an act of faith, Andy thought dryly. One that Colin—in Jarron’s case, anyway—hasn’t earned.

      What decided him, though, were those recollections of Mexico—and how he’d felt knowing his team was in danger. That’s how Colin’s feeling now. Andy, looking at Colin again, saw the flicker of fear in his eyes.

      Not for himself. For us.

      “Leave,” Jarron prodded, breaking into his thoughts.

      Andy nodded, but Jarron knew he wasn’t happy about it. Andy squatted down, and looked searchingly at him. “Are you sure, Jar?”

      Jarron nodded. “Safe with Colin,” he mumbled. “Later—” His eyes drifted closed.

      “Later,” Andy returned doubtfully. He turned to Chavez. “Dave, we’re going. Tyson! Kingsley!” He signalled to the others. Then he lingered for a moment, his eyes on Robart’s. “He says he’s safe with you,” Andy drawled coldly. “He’d better be right.”

      “Or I can expect a dead-of-night visit from you?” Robart sounded amused.

      Earl Tyson came over to stand at Andy’s side—between Robart and Jarron.

      Andy glanced at the big man, then back at Colin. “Count on it. And I won’t come alone.” Andy nodded curtly, then he and Tyson followed the litter carrying Mike Erlenberg back through the trees.

*

      “Things that go bump in the night,” Perry remarked sarcastically. “All this talk about leaving.” Perry looked over at Colin Robart for enlightenment. “Something I should know?”

      “You’re about to be barbecued,” Colin told him.

      The words jerked Jarron awake.

      Perry! Jarron twisted, and Perry had to grip his shoulders to force him down. “Go!” Jarron gave him a one-handed push. “Not my doctor now! Get out!” He was panting with the effort. He looked over at Colin. “Tell Cassan-” He vomited again. There was blood everywhere.

      Perry ignored his warnings. Jarron wasn’t going to make it unless they did this now. “Shut up,” he ordered. He looked dismissively at Colin. “You can go. We don’t need you.”

      “Maybe not,” Colin admitted. “But I need to stay. Nothing like a barbecue,” he added irritatingly.

      “Yeah,” Perry muttered, his fingers moving deftly to try to straighten broken bones. It must have hurt like hell, but Perry figured he didn’t have time for niceties. The last thing he wanted was to cripple the man, by healing the bones in the wrong position.

      At least, Jarron wasn’t complaining. Perry lifted his eyelid. Jar was out cold. Unless the healing worked, Perry doubted whether he’d ever regain consciousness.

      Now that the moment was upon them, he was nervous. It was like going into surgery without a scalpel. This damned healing business was so inexact. Perry’s fingers shook as he examined Jarron’s middle. What a mess! Hard to believe Jarron could have done this much damage by willpower alone. Even harder to believe that willpower alone could counter it.

      Correction, Perry. You’ve been there. It’s not willpower—it’s some kind of connection. He remembered hearing somewhere that people who’d made out-of-body excursions could get hooked on it. Well, he’d also touched that other plane. This might be as out-of-body as he ever planned on getting, but he recognised the signs of addiction. Now, whenever he came across a difficult case, the “Jarron solution” sprang to mind. He realised he had more trust in that extracorporeal “connection” than he sometimes did in modern medicine.

      Even so, it was hard for him to believe Jarron had willingly “connected” with someone so grievously injured. This kind of pain must qualify as negative feedback. It made Perry shudder to think what Jarron must have endured in taking this on. “I have to admit,” he told Colin seriously, “barbecue beats shish kebab, every time.”

      “You going to heal him?” Colin asked, a little impatiently. It seemed to him, given the circumstances, that Gervois was taking an inordinate amount of time.

      “You know?” Perry relaxed a little. This should make things easier. At least he wouldn’t have to be worried about hiding what he was doing.

      He took Jarron’s bloodied hand in his. “Here we go.” Then, he stopped, and looked a little nervously at Colin. “If it looks like it’s going wrong—” he cleared his throat, “—or too far—”

      Colin nodded. “I’ll stop it.”

      “It’s just that—”

      “Don’t bother explaining, Doctor,” Colin interrupted dryly. “I’ve seen Marshall in action before. He goes for the overblown.”

      Given his past experiences with Marshall, Colin was expecting some big light show, at the very least. Trees rattling and roots blasting out of the ground. The dead to come crawling across the surface—as just one more piece of debris…

      Stop it! But, he was going to watch Gervois closely. The man must have some basis for concern—some past experience that was making him nervous. Maybe he thought Marshall would give it all to him.

      But, he won’t. At the last, something would stop it. The doctor might get caught in the blast, and feel some of the fall-out, but it wouldn’t be Marshall who hurt him.

      Colin suddenly realised he knew Jarron better than he’d thought. Part of it was the people who were willing to vouch for him—people whom he respected.

      Andy wasn’t a fool. His eyes had recently been opened to the load of shit Colin had been enduring for years, and, if anything, it had made him more wary. Yet, he wasn’t wary when it came to Jarron.

      Because Jarron had his best interests at heart. Of all the people Colin would have selected to endow with the “gift”, Marshall would have been at the bottom of the list. He had no more skill at manipulation, than he had at lying. It was wasted on him. It could have been a damned useful skill in someone else.

      “I won’t let it get away from you—” Colin started to say.

      But, Perry wasn’t listening. He’d suddenly realised Jarron was still under his fingers.

      Too still.

      Not breathing.

      No heartbeat.

      “Dammit!” he muttered. Too late, Perry. He bled out, while you were yacking…

      “No!” Perry whammed his fist down on the centre of Jarron’s chest, in a gesture that was half-resuscitation, and half-frustration. “Fuck it!” Perry was angry now. Jarron could yank others back from the edge. “Don’t be so—damned—self-effacing!” Perry punctuated it with blows on Jarron’s chest. “Save—yourself!”

      “Do the healing!” Robart ordered. “Now!” As Perry hesitated—his medical training prompting him to do CPR—Robart shoved him aside. “I’ll do the CPR!” He started chest compressions. “Now!” he yelled again.

      Perry nodded, and quickly latched onto Jarron’s hand. We can do this, Jar, he said silently. Then, angrily, he whispered a threat, “If you don’t, you Idiot, I’ll stick you on a respirator till you rot…” Perry blinked his eyes, and focused on the shredded trunk of a nearby Eucalyptus. “I’m warning you,” he told Jarron again, then tightened his grip on the other man’s hand. “Here—we—go.”

*

      Colin knelt there tensely. He’d been giving chest compressions and respirations for nearly ten minutes now. He felt again for a pulse—nothing. Should we give it up? It’s not like we didn’t try…

      It came with a sense of relief. What my life would be like, if I didn’t have Marshall to haunt it…The temptation was strong, but the relief was too easy.

      Can’t give up, Colin.

      Why the hell not?

      A picture of Mike Erlenberg flashed into his head.

      Because Jarron wouldn’t…and he didn’t.

      Colin reapplied himself with a will. It was almost enough to tune out the screeches and cries and whines of the fire in the distance.

      Fire. It’s started, just like Marshall said.

      Almost like a living thing. Colin had fallen into a daze, brought on by the continual exertion and repetitious breaths. It made him less alert than usual; his mind drifting slightly on unwanted flights of fancy. In one of these, the more mournful of the distant sounds reminded him of his daughters’ wails, when they’d hurt themselves as children. So like a child’s voice, he thought, the sadness in it giving him an unwanted qualm.

      Colin had his face in Jarron’s—ready to give another respiration—when the man gave a sudden gasp. Colin jerked back, startled, then put his ear against Jarron’s chest—a heartbeat! He turned to Perry Gervois, to give him the good news, but the man was still out to lunch.

      See no evil. Hear no evil.

      Colin stood up, and surveyed their surroundings warily. He blinked to clear his vision; concerned because time had somehow lapsed, and the fire could well be moving their way. Snap out of it, Robart! He rubbed his eyes, and attempted to think logically.

      He didn’t know—hell, didn’t care—whether Gervois would agree, but it seemed to him that this amount of success signified a trip out of here. The Doc could do more of the healing thing again later, once they were clear of this firetrap.

      But, can I risk it? What would happen if Colin broke Gervois’ trance right now? Would it throw Marshall back into arrest? Colin wasn’t foolish enough to think that the man had come back just because of the sustained application of CPR. No—that may have kept him alive, but it was some kind of healing thing that had brought him back. Colin glanced at Marshall. He was looking a damn sight better already, if you discounted the layers of bloody refuse.

      If Marshall coded again, Colin knew his last superheated breath would probably be into the man’s lungs. As noble as that might sound, he wasn’t into suicide.

      And it’ll be mass suicide if you stay.

      We’ll head south and look for a stream, or a bare patch. Colin had extended his hand, to shake the doctor back to awareness, when the trees to the north suddenly exploded in a mass of flaming gas. Torches, whose conflagration spread like upright matchsticks, ends alight.

      There was no more time to think. It was coming at them in a massive ball of energy that had the speed of an express train. Colin could feel his face being singed, even at this distance.

      At least, it’ll be quick…

      Small consolation for a fiery end.

      Jarron and Perry were oblivious to it all—lost in Jarron’s healing.

      We should have left him—better if he’d stayed dead—unaware of it all. Colin had barely formed the thought. He wished he could share the other two men’s oblivion.

      Don’t think!

      In a last pointless gesture, Colin flung himself on top of Perry—knocking him flat.

      Then the world around him exploded.

*

      Kris was grinning as he listened to Nick on his answering machine. “This is Nicholas Acklin, world famous author and math maniac. I’d like to share a few words of wisdom with you—not that you’ll understand them—so when you get back from being your devious, sneaky, bastard self, you can give me a call. If you’re lucky, I may be ‘in’ to you—”

      “Hello, Nick.”

      “Well, if it isn’t the infamous man himself.”

      “What do you want?”

      It was obvious to Nick that Kris was nibbling on something.

      “Whatcha eating? Sounds good.”

      “Gill.” He nibbled a little more on Gill’s fingers. “Let me guess—Lys has put you on a diet…” Kris grinned as he pictured Nick’s reaction.

      “Why would she want to do that? I’m in great shape!”

      “A no-Lys diet.”

      “What’s that supposed to mean?” Nick growled.

      “Just that Lys is a perfectionist…” He left it hanging. Gill pinched his right buttock and frowned at him.

      “So-o?”

      “Look, Nick—I wouldn’t say anything unless I thought you needed it. All that cooking at your computer, and all that sitting on your southern expanses. Just a hint from a friend.”

      “Shut up, Kris! God damn it! I called you to talk about Jarron, and all I get is abuse.”

      “Now, if you fed more of that cuisine to Jar, you might fatten him up a little.”

      “Jar’s stupid to take this job.”

      “How clever of you to decide for him. I thought you were the one who insisted he needed something to do.”

      “I am, but I did the maths. If you count the people Jarron comes into contact with now, and the number of saves he’s doing, then increase it proportionally to the people he’s going to contact at the university, the numbers skyrocket. Geometric progression. Care to guess what the odds are for him surviving a month on the job? He’s gonna run himself to death.”

      “Maybe. Jar seems to think he won’t be given more than he can handle. Since Andy started helping him, he’s been handling it pretty well, too.” Kris gasped, then there was a long silence.

      “Will you two stop it? Don’t you know it’s obscene to carry on like that?”

      “I’m thinking—”

      “Yeah,” Nick said sarcastically. “No wonder you act the way you do, if that’s what you use for a brain.”

*

      It was coming; coiling up inside of him with the tension of a gigantic spring. Perry heard Jarron’s voices howling in his ears, and his eyes were watering down his face. Every muscle in his body was so tense he was rigid. Sweat streamed out of him so he felt he was bleeding out every pore.

      Do it, Perry! Now!!

      The voices were screaming in his head—rattling his frame—and Perry squinted through the wash of tears. There it was—the bulls-eye—that distant scrap of wood and bark…

      Something hit him, knocking him over onto his back.

      And Perry lost control. That burgeoning coil, which had been tensioning his insides, exploded outward. Robart’s abrupt action snapped the coil, and the energy fled, pouring out of Perry in a spreading arc across the skies.

      It was the first time a healing had ever hurt. The power fled so fast, and so completely, that Perry felt as though he’d been singed in every pore. He flopped there, his arm splayed across Jarron’s chest. He couldn’t have moved it if he’d tried.

      He lay there weakly, and stared almost impassively at the wall of fire heading his way.

*

      Colin Robart, for his part, was moving mechanically, like a zombie. He’d felt the power surge, and in his horrified anticipation, he’d taken it for the fireblast. He was still trying to figure out what it was. He’d been expecting an onslaught from above. Experience told him the explosion had come from beneath.

      Jarron.

      “What the hell!” Perry Gervois protested weakly. The world around them was alight. “Should have left me to it,” he complained. At least then, I would’ve still been on that “other plane” when I made the visit permanent.

      “‘What the hell!’ is right.” Colin was no longer watching the wall of flame, or trying to shield his face. Instead, he was watching the sky, where a patchy greyness had appeared following Jarron’s explosion.

      We’re saved! he thought, daring to hope. An icy droplet splattered on his singed shirt—then another, and another. Their world became a sizzling, hissing cacophony of steam and freezing rain as the heavens opened above their heads.

      Colin’s relief said “miracle”, but his mind insisted that Jarron’s outburst had merely seeded the clouds, and given them a chance. The next moment he realised he’d been premature. The onslaught from above, that he’d been expecting, had merely taken a different form. Slushy rain turned hard, becoming ice, that coated the ground.

      Good! he thought—until he realised that the fire surrounding them was being dampened—not by moisture but by the smothering force of the descending precipitation.

      Overblown. Colin recalled how he’d referred to Marshall’s actions. The first of the big hailstones clobbered him, and his eyes met Perry Gervois’ as the other man’s widened in consternation.

      In the next moment, their world went to hail.

*

      They weren’t alone any longer. The proprietary claims of Investigative Security and Operations had yielded to the soul-singeing roar of wind-fed flames. The fire department was out in force, but it was clearly outpaced as well as outclassed—a match-head solution in a world where flamethrowers ruled. Andy and the others worked right alongside, but they were defeated before they’d even begun. No spade or shovel could fight the high-flying kites that lifted bark skyward. These trees were designed for this—bred for this through millennia of natural selection. More than ready to defeat all usurpers who dared to pick up a smothering shovelful of dirt.

      Digging and trenching, tugging out branches and beating back flames, were better alternatives to the impotent inactivity of waiting out the elements. Better by far than waiting to locate and retrieve three insignificant piles of ash and bone.

      Andy knew he should ring someone. Someone like Marjie Robart, or Kris, or Nick, or even Gill. But he didn’t have the guts. He had to be strong, and if he had Kris here it would weaken him. Maybe even make him break down. There were too many years of friendship lurking in Kris’ and Nick’s eyes. Too many close calls, and too many shared memories.

      He remembered the way Colin had balanced him, so he wouldn’t tumble off the helicopter strut when they’d gone to rescue Jarron. The way Colin had covered for Jarron’s “eccentricities” at the cost of his own family.

      I should have trusted him. Colin was my friend. My mentor. Yet my last words to him were a warning—a threat. Andy knew it was something he’d never be able to forgive—or forget.

      It wasn’t unreasonable, he tried to tell himself. Colin had a few too many reasons to see Jarron dead.

      But, in the end, I trusted him—enough, anyway, to leave Jar in his care. Just like he trusted me, to see the men clear. Andy hoped, in Colin’s mind, that exchanged trust had counted for something.

      If it was true—and I have to believe it is—then Colin’s efforts on Jarron’s behalf were those of extraordinary bravery.

      It’s the way Marjie’s going to hear it, he vowed.

      Of Perry Gervois, and Jarron, Andy didn’t even want to think. Perry had changed from a self-centred prick to someone Andy was proud to call friend. He’d saved each of their lives at one time or another, and Andy had come to value him for his loyalty and wit. His lips creased as he recalled Perry’s references to his Aunt Polly. He will be sorely missed, Andy realised.

      But not as much as Jarron…

      To consider Jarron for the things they’d experienced would put him in the light of a saint. That was something Jarron never would have wanted. It would only have taken away from the memories—from the humour, the laughter, the tough times they’d shared. From the klutzy attempts at deception, and the amazing talent lurking at his fingertips. From the way he’d given his all for friendship, even if it meant a scorpion sting in the back, or a tree branch in the gut. Andy’s throat was aching with the tautness of unshed tears.

      He preferred to blame it on the smoke.

      For now, there was some comfort in the fight. He could lose himself in the battle, and he knew his men were doing the same. Temporary oblivion guised in smoke and flame. It was hot, and hard, and tiring, and when they finished, they’d all be a little burned—and burned out. Maybe too tired to think—or remember.

      Andy lifted his face, to stare a little blindly at the flames. The heat on his skin felt good; purifying, even.

      It had another advantage, too: it could dry his tears, before they fell.

*

      “What’s wrong?”

      Kris was frozen—lost in thought. It was one of those flashes he sometimes had, and it was so strong this time that it tightened his gut.

      “Kris! What is it?”

      “Hail,” he whispered.

      Gill moved silently, to stand by his side. “Your intuition’s screaming.”

      He nodded. He’d never told her, but he wasn’t surprised that she knew.

      “Is it Jarron? Or Andy?”

      He gave her a small smile. “Aren’t you going to ask about Nick?”

      She gave him a disapproving look. “Poor Nick’ll be too busy proving to himself that Lys still finds him attractive. He won’t be out in the weather.”

      Kris was only half-listening. He drew closer to the glass, and stared intently at the smoke rising in the distance. “They’re in that,” he whispered, appalled.

      Gill didn’t waste time. By the time he’d turned around, his expression anguished, she was back—and carrying their gear. She tossed him his jacket, and a black duffle bag. “Hail?” she asked.

      “Hail,” he confirmed. “Big chunks of it.”

      “Ouch.” She shouldered the other duffle bag, then slipped her hand into his. “Let’s go,” she urged him.

      Kris gave her a lopsided grin. “And here I thought he was safe at work.” He glanced back, at the billowing smoke that was rapidly filling the northern skies. “Smoke and hail are definitely bad for my complexion. Jar’s gonna owe me big time for this one.” He gave Gill’s hand a quick squeeze, then followed her swiftly out the door.

***

 

Chapter Three 
 

      “Owee!” Perry yelped. Colin couldn’t miss it. The way they were crouched together, Gervois had bellowed it in his ear.

      “Owee?” Colin grumbled. “That the best you can do?”

      “Medical term,” Perry panted. “Latin for ‘doctor in pain’.”

      “Bruised.”

      “And bleeding.” He extended an arm that was gashed where hailstones had ripped the skin. “Where’s arnica when you need it?”

      “Look at this one.” Colin showed him a rip on his forearm.

      “You have my sympathies,” Perry said dryly.

      “None of your skills?”

      Jarron’s voice was muffled, but clear. “Just some advice: put some ice on it.” He snorted, and Perry deflected a big hailstone that was heading for his nose.

      “How are you, Marshall?” Colin asked gruffly.

      “Frozen with fear.” Jarron’s chuckle ended in a shiver, that sounded more like a hiccup.

      Perry patted his shoulder, a little absently. “Just lie still, Jar,” he warned. “I don’t know whether you’re fixed.”

      “Fixed?!” Jarron exclaimed, in mock horror. He gave his crotch a quick feel. “Whew! All there,” he said triumphantly. “You missed.”

      “Glad you find this so amusing, Marshall,” Colin said dryly, as he dodged a particularly large hailstone.

      “Hail of an adventure…” Jarron was laughing so hard by this time that his eyes were streaming.

      “What’s wrong with him?” Colin asked. “Concussion?”

      “Always goes a little wonky after he’s healed someone. Usually it’s someone else, though. Acts like he’s drunk.”

      “A real heal,” Jarron added helpfully.

      “Thanks for your input, Marshall.” Colin flung himself over Jarron as a roar of icy patter and ping splatted the ground around them.

      “Thanks for your output, Robarto.” Jarron winked, and suggested loudly, “I’d lay off the garlic if I were you.” He waved one hand. “And them beans…”

      Colin glared at Perry. “How long will this last?”

      Jarron’s teeth were chattering now, but it didn’t stop him from pinching his nose in mock despair, and V-ing his fingers behind Colin’s head.

      Perry shot him a warning look. Jarron rolled his eyes and pretended to gag.

      Perry chuckled and tried to cover it with a cough. “How long? Long enough, Robart, to make you start dreaming about a dark night—and a big club.”

*

      Someone tapped him on his shoulder.

      Kris. “They’re in there,” Andy yelled, waving his hand toward the searing flames—his voice hoarse from smoke. The last person he wanted was to see Kris—to have to explain why he’d left Jarron and Colin and Perry to burn.

      Angry, he hacked and chopped at fallen branches, as though the effort alone could rectify what he hadn’t. “I let them burn to death,” Andy said bluntly—not bothering to couch his actions in excuses.

      He didn’t turn around—he couldn’t. Instead, he viciously gouged out bigger and bigger chunks of dirt, and splayed them over the flames. “It’s so damn hot!” he muttered, wiping his face with a dirty arm.

      He worked blindly for a while—willing himself to stay absorbed in what he was doing. It seemed like he’d been chopping and digging and hauling and pounding flames for an eternity.

      Hell, he thought vaguely. Must be what hell’s like.

      He resolved to ask Jarron some time, then remembered he wouldn’t be asking Jarron anything. Andy worked harder.

      He managed to ignore Kris for nearly an hour, and by the time the hour was long gone, he’d forgotten Kris was there. He was moving like a robot now—chop, dig, toss—and it wasn’t until Kris grabbed his arm and dragged him out of the debris that he remembered his resentment.

      Not Chandler’s fault. Yours.

      “Have a drink.” Kris shoved a drink bottle into his hand. “Before you pass out.”

      Andy looked surly, and there was a mutinous look in his eyes. “Go to hell, Chandler,” he replied. He stood up and grabbed the shovel again. “They sure did,” he said, stumbling back toward the fire line.

      He didn’t make it that far. Kris was right, but Andy was too stubborn to give it up. And I’ll be damned if I’ll lose it in front of Chandler…He wobbled, and leaned against a nearby tree.


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      Only, it wasn’t a tree. It was Earl Tyson. Kris spared him the embarrassment of being slung over Tyson’s shoulder. He came up on Andy’s other side and dragged him back, into a clear spot.

      Andy came to a couple of minutes later.

      “Too much smoke,” he murmured.

      Gill lifted his head and helped him take a drink. “Heat exhaustion,” she said calmly. “You were too far gone to know it.”

      “Thanks,” he told her. “For the excuse.” His smile flickered white in his blackened face. He looked at her, and saw how dirty she was. He had a vague memory of her and Kris, working right alongside him. “Sorry, Gill,” he murmured. “Sorry.”

      “We all are, Andy,” she told him quietly. “But don’t give up hope yet. Kris keeps getting flashes of hail.”

      “Spelled h-a-i-l.” Kris’ voice interrupted her. He flashed Andy a quick smile. “Remember, it’s Jarron in there.”

      Andy didn’t have the heart to crush his optimism. Kris hadn’t been here for the full blast of the inferno, when trees had exploded into seething masses of flame. When the furnace-fed ball had roared through the treetops, unhampered by a drenching rain.

      Kris offered him a hand up. “Had enough of a nap, you big wuss?”

      “More than enough,” Andy replied. But, he was so shaky he wobbled where he stood. The hand he rubbed across his eyes was trembling.

      “He’s gonna take another header,” Kris warned Gill, grabbing Andy’s arm.

      “Sorry, Kris,” Andy murmured. “Too much smok-”

      He never heard Kris’ reply.

*

      This is nothing. Cassandra Robart wiped her mouth and prayed that the nausea wouldn’t hit her again.

      Then she prayed that it was the flu.

      No one could have this much bad luck in short order.

      Jarron has.

      She wondered when they’d tell her dad. She was back in a place of her own, but she knew from the reflection in her mirror that she wasn’t looking too good. Pale and wan, like a ghost.

      A ghost. Candy shuddered at the thought.

      I need to see someone. Or get one of those test kits.

      I could stroll into Planned Parenthood.

      Then the shit would really hit the fan.

      Her dad would want to know who. Who’d been able to get close enough without a security clearance. He’d grill his people to find out whom she’d had contact with. Not because he wanted to butt into her life, but because he felt it was his duty to control.

      And because it was too darn close to the time she’d been under somebody else’s.

      He’d begin to wonder whether this had something to do with Torres. If, somehow, Torres had done this to her. Conception beyond the grave. Impossible. Yet, Candy was willing to bet there was no record of that night with Jarron. She barely remembered it herself. Only the wanting, the needing of human, rather than inhuman, contact. The need for someone to save her. And then, there’d been the rightness of it. The feel of him inside her.

      If I’d been smart, I’d have had a morning-after pill the next day.

      It just wasn’t the kind of thing Torres would think of, and he’d been running most of her days back then. If anything, he’d consider her predicament amusing.

      It’s not as if I was a virgin. I’m twenty-three. I can do what I want, with whomever I want.

      But she knew the problem. It wasn’t so much what had happened, as when. It had been more than a haunting. Her dad had as much as admitted they’d been set up. Somebody had used him, and his family. Her dad would want to discover whether that usage had gone beyond the haunting. If she was showing the symptoms of something far more perverse.

      She flushed with embarrassment at the thought of discussing it with him. Her mom would understand, even though it would probably terrify her. The doubt would be there, for both of her parents. How could she have been with Jarron Marshall, and nobody know?

      No, not even her mother would be able to explain this away enough to satisfy Colin Robart, ISO. It didn’t matter that Cassandra Robart was an adult, and capable of running her own life—of raising a child herself, if that’s what it took. It would be the connection that would send her dad into hyperdrive. If he’d been set up, then maybe this was the kind of consequence someone would be watching for.

      I’d be back in “protective custody”. Even now, it was only some shift in the balance of power that had restored her illusion of freedom.

      Recalling her father’s attitude toward Jarron, it was doubtful he’d be any happier if he knew the truth. What if her father insisted on an abortion, to sever the ties between home and work?

      What if he did? Would I do it?

      Her first inclination, remembering the feel of Jarron’s lips on hers—the bravery of his assault upon her demons—was to say no. No matter how much of the “real” world she’d experienced, some of her romantic dreams were still intact.

      What about Jarron? she wondered, touching at last on the subject she feared the most. What would he say? Would his regard for life extend to a life he’d had a part in creating?

      He might have defended her—saved her life and saved her soul—but it didn’t mean he’d want to be tied to her. Linked by something like this. He must hate her father as much as her father hated him. The last thing in the world he’d want was to know there was some personal connection.

      An abortion. It’s the only way out of this.

      The thought made her more sick than she felt already. She had plenty of friends who’d had abortions—even some who’d used it as a form of birth control—and she’d never thought less of them. Their decision.

      Only, if there was a baby, it had been forged out of courage and blood—and fathered by a man she could really admire. Would she be a coward to go for the simple out? Remembering the lengths Jarron had gone to on her behalf, she couldn’t help but think so.

      You’re not pregnant. This is foolish speculation. Cassandra wiped her mouth and took a drink of water. The liquid churned briefly, but stayed down. Good, she thought, relieved. It’s the flu. It has to be the flu.

*

      “Igloos.” Jarron’s yawn ended in a squeak. “G’night.”

      Uh-oh, Perry thought, as he echoed Jarron’s yawn. Hypothermia.

      Ridiculous. “The victims apparently froze to death, in the midst of a roaring blaze…”